It isn't easy...

I always forget things... Especially when it comes to losing weight that it will not be easy, never has never will, but it is possible.

I am not forgetting to exercise, just not doing it :( I did once last week

However, I am eating much better!!!!
for today I ate a lunch that was offered to me but only a cup of pasta total!! and instead of plain cereal I added greek yogurt and berries!!!!

I know music drives me, it helps me get going and moves me... so I am going to start collecting music that only motivates me to either work out or keep my attitude up!!!

 Also what truely helps is this blog thinking about what I will put on here lol also praying, giving GOD my worries about everything, even losing weight.

FRUITS and VEGGIES, all the way.

I Really want confidence, with this last 70 lbs I cant get rid of makes me sad, but i will at least get rid of this!!! I CAN KEEP GOING

plus I hear the first 6 weeks is the hardest.... so 1 day down and 5 weeks, 6 days to go lol

Im not going anywhere???

ok I am going to work on 2 things...

Pictures and EXERCISE

when I say exercise I mean more than at work, its not enough

But the awesome thing about the pictures I am going to take pictures of myself and put them up, but up inspirational things to me...
I feel so disappointed, I think if  I work on will power, discipline and organization/ time management I can get a grip on this...

so picture takin her comes photographer Judi.